Things That Make Me Happiest Today

     30 Day Blog Challenge, day 5 - what are the 5 things that make you happiest right now?

Class of 2012!

     My education. Well, this is the first thing that came to mind because I just registered for spring semester classes. Have to admit, I'm a bit worried. Some of my classes seem tough. But I have to remember that there was once a time that women obtaining an education was much more difficult than it is now. It's expensive and sometimes I wonder if it's worth the stress, but I count my blessings when it comes down to the fact that I do enjoy learning, and I come from a family who always pushed me to do my best.

     My mom. Cliche, I know. But my mom has helped me get through so much, especially recently. When it comes down to it, she really is my best friend.

     Music and my spiritual relationship with God. These go hand-in-hand because musical worship is my deepest connection with God. Prayer is hard for me; I feel like I never have anything to say because I know God already knows what's going on in my life and knows what I want and need. I didn't really start personal worship until I picked up the guitar, and I never seem to do it without it (unless, y'know, church hymns or singing in the car). I have a deeper connection in music than with prayer or meditation. My actual talent is limited, but the feeling I put in it is real.




     My mind. This is not to say that I'm ridiculously smart or a genius or anything (because I'm just freaking not, dangit.) However, my state of mind is constantly in overdrive. I always question, always research, always analyze, always worry, always imagine, and always create. It's pure chaos, and it's beautiful.  Some people would find this the opposite of happiness as it's never quiet or peaceful, but it's the very thing that defines who I am. My mind is filled with the wonder of a child first entering a world.

     My boyfriend. Other than my mom, TJ is my best friend. Our relationship is far from boring, while most of our date nights include staying in and watching Disney movies or playing video games. He's there for me when even the most faithful people can let me down at times. He's understanding, but also keeps me grounded. Best of all, he encourages my creativity and my goals.
And he has a cute butt.